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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:46 pm
    @@@@@"Ah gotta picture of her Ah'd like to show
    @@@@@"Ah gotta picture of her Ah'd like to show ya if you jus' wait a minute His hand would fumble at his pocket, then forget about it"Figgered Ah wasn't married and Ah never set her right, Ah figgered Ah might even shack up with her after the waw, and what was the goddam sense of jus' losin' a good woman, Ah never could see the point to thatAh jus' tole her Ah was a collidge gradjit, and she believe' meGoddam women'll believe any damn thing if en you just keep layin' 'em regular He sighed, coughed feebly, a little blood inching once more out of his mouthIt stirred a few ripples of fear in him, and he shook his headHe was weary and yet he couldn't give up"They get me back damn doctors'll fix me up good as newThe bullet had whanged into his flesh with incredible force and he had bled at intervals for a day and a half, had been shocked and jolted on the litter, had undergone the torments of his woundBut it never occurred to him to quitThere were so many things he wanted to do
    "Ah tell you men Ah ain't sayin' screwin' a nigger is right thing to do, but Ah git a little tempted ever' now and thenThey was a nigger gal use' to pass mah pappy's house almost ev' day, an' Ah can still see way her ass wiggle
    He roused himself almost on his elbow, looked at Ridges evenly for a moment
    "Eveh screw any nigger stuff?" he asked him
    Ridges stopped, set the stretcher downFor once he had heard Wilson"You can shut up that kine of talk," he told himHis breath came in heavy sobs and he stared at Wilson vacantly as if he could not focus his eyes"Nuff of that," he blurted outEven in his exhaustion he was profoundly shocked"Ought know better talk like that," he panted
    "Ridges, you're jus' chickenshit," Wilson said
    Ridges shook his head like a b
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:51 pm
    @@@@@"It's against nature, I cannot There were
    @@@@@"It's
    against nature, I cannot There were lamps along the edges of all the
    sinks, and lightning flashing one jagged bolt after anotherThe huge
    kitchen was brighter than day, save for the shadowed cornersThe
    storm raging outside seemed to be attacking the thick stone walls of
    the house"You've got to do it, man, else she'll die
    "She will that, and the babe too, if it's not dead some time past
    There's no movement
    "Don't wait, then, Joseph
    For the love of God, man, it's her only hope Colum kept his voice
    steady, commandingScarlett stirred feverishly on the bloody
    mattressRosaleen Fitzpatrick sponged her lips with water, squeezed
    a
    few drops between themScarlett's eyelids quivered then opened
    Her
    eyes were glazed with fever
    "Joseph! I order youHe raised his big
    muscled arm over Scarlett's mounded bellyLightning glittered on the
    blade of the knife in his hand"Who is that?" said Scarlett
    distinctly"Saint Patrick preserve me!" cried the smith"Who's
    that lovely lady, Colum, in the beautiful white gown?" The smith
    dropped the knife on the floor and backed awayHis hands were
    stretched in front of him, palms outward, fending off histerror
    The wind swirled, caught a branch, hurled it crashing through the
    window above the sinkShards of glass cut Joseph O'Neill's arms, now
    crossed over his headHe fell to the floor, screaming, and through the
    open window the wind screamed in above himShrieking noise was
    everywhere-outside, inside, within the smith's screaming, around and
    on
    the howling wind, in the storm, in the distance beyond the storm, a
    wailing in the wind
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:54 pm
    @@@@@It was just a pale scar of flat dirt through
    @@@@@It was just a pale scar of flat dirt through the sparse
    shrubbery, barely wide enough for one vehicleI had a feeling that the road would be overgrown
    with lack of use in a different region–some place with more vital vegetation, unlike the desert
    plants that needed decades to recover from such a violationThere was a rusted chain stretched
    across the entrance, screwed into a wooden post on one end, looped loosely around another post
    at the otherI moved quickly, pulling the chain free and piling it at the base of the first post,
    hurrying back to my running car, hoping no one would pass and stop to offer me helpThe
    highway stayed clear as I drove onto the dirt and then rushed back to refasten the chain
    We both relaxed when the pavement disappeared behind usI was glad that there was
    apparently no one left I would have to lie to, whether with words or silenceAlone, I felt less of
    a renegade
    Melanie was perfectly at home here in the middle of nothingShe knew the names of all the
    spiny plants around usShe hummed their names to herself, greeting them like old friends
    Creosote, ocotillo, cholla, prickly pear, mesquite…
    Away from the highway, the trappings of civilization, the desert seemed to take on a new life
    for MelanieThough she appreciated the speed of the jolting car–our vehicle didn't have the
    ground clearance necessary for this off-road trip, as the shocks reminded me with every pit in the
    dirt–she itched to be on her feet, loping through the safety of the baking desert
    We would probably have to walk, and all too soon for my taste, but when that time came, I
    doubted it would satisfy herI could feel the real desire beneath the surfaceTo move
    her body to the familiar rhythm of her long stride with only her will for guidanceFor a moment,
    I allowed myself to see the prison that was life without a bodyTo be carried inside but unable
    to influence the shape around you
    I shuddered and refocused on the rough road, trying to stave off the mingled pity and horror
    No other host had made me feel such guilt for what I wasOf course, none of the others had
    stuck around to complain about the situation
    The sun was close to the tips of the western hills when we had our first disagreementThe long
    shadows created strange patterns across the road, making it hard to avoid the rocks and craters
    There it is!Melanie crowed as we caught sight of another formation farther east: a smooth wave
    of rock, interrupted by a sudden spur that swung a thin, long finger out against the sky
    She was all for turning immediately into the brush, no matter what that did to the ca
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:54 pm
    @@@@@And if I 999 try to tell? Then the bad
    @@@@@And if I
    999
    try to tell? Then the bad things may happen to all
    of us, and all at once
    Wireman was perfectly still beside meOnly his
    eyes moved, sometimes looking at Noveen, sometimes
    looking at the pallid arm that flickered in and
    out of view on the right side of my body
    "But there was a safe place, wasn't there?" I
    asked"A place where she could talkWhere?"
    "You know," Noveen said
    "No, I-"
    "Yessir, you doYou only forgot
    awhileDrawing was how I'd reinvented
    myselfIn that way, Libbit
    (where our sister)
    was my kinFor both of us, drawing was how we
    remembered how to remember
    I flipped to a clean sheet"Do I have to use one
    of her pencils?" I asked
    So I rummaged in my pack, found my Indigo, and
    began drawingI drew the Eastlake swimming pool
    with no hesitation - it was like giving up thought
    1000
    and allowing muscle memory to punch in a phone
    numberI drew it as it had been when it had been
    bright and new and full of clean waterThe pool,
    where for some reason Perse's hold slipped and her
    hearing failed
    I drew Nan Melda, up to her shins, and Libbit up
    to her waist, with Noveen tucked under her arm and
    her pinafore floating around herWords floated
    out of my strokes
    Where yo new doll now? The china doll?
    In my special treasure-box
    So it had been there, at least for awhile
    And what her name?
    Her name is Perse
    And Libbit, firm and sure: I can't help itAnd you say she can't hear us hereYou say you c'n make things co
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:46 pm
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    105
    Jane Austen
    Fanny could listen no fartherListening and wondering were all
    suspended for a time, for MrBertram was in the room again; and
    though feeling it would be a great honour to be asked by him, she
    thought it must happenHe came towards their little circle; but
    instead of asking her to dance, drew a chair near her, and gave her
    an account of the present state of a sick horse, and the opinion of
    the groom, from whom he had just partedFanny found that it was
    not to be, and in the modesty of her nature cheap chanel purses immediately felt that
    she had been unreasonable in expecting itWhen he had told of his
    horse, he took a newspaper from the table, and looking over it, said
    in a languid way, “If you want to dance, Fanny, I will stand up with
    you With more than equal civility the offer was declined; she did
    not wish to dance“I am glad of it,” said he, in a much brisker tone,
    and throwing down the newspaper again, “for I am tired to deathI
    only wonder how the good people can keep it up so longThey had
    need be all in love, to find any amusement in such folly; and so they
    are, I fancyIf you womens rolex watches look at them you may see they are so many
    couple of lovers—all but Yates and MrsGrant—and, between ourselves,
    she, poor woman, must want a lover as much as any one of
    themA desperate dull life hers must be with the doctor,” making a
    sly face as he spoke towards the chair of the latter, who proving,
    however, to be close at his elbow, made so instantaneous a change of
    expression and subject necessary, as Fanny, in spite of everything,
    could hardly help laughing at“A strange business this in America,
    DrGrant! What is your opinion? I always come to you to know
    what I am rolex watches for sale to think of public matters
    “My dear Tom,” cried his aunt soon afterwards, “as you are not
    dancing, I dare say you will have no objection to join us in a rubber;
    shall you?” Then leaving her seat, and coming to him to enforce the
    proposal, added in a whisper, “We want to make a table for MrsYour mother is quite anxious about it, but
    cannot very well spare time to sit down herself, because of her fringe
    Now, you and I and DrGrant will just do; and though we play but
    half-crowns, you know, you may bet half-guineas with him
    “I should be most happy,” replied he aloud, and Cartier Tortue jumping up with
    alacrity, “it would give me the greatest pleasure; but that I am this
    moment going to dance Come, Fanny, taking her hand, “do not
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    be dawdling any longer, or the dance will be over
    Fanny was led off very willingly, though it was impossible for her
    to feel much gratitude towards her cousin, or distinguish, as he certainly
    did, between the selfishness of another person and his own
    “A pretty modest request upon my word,” he indignantly exclaimed
    as they walked away“To want to nail me to a card-table for the next
    two hours with herself daytona rolex an
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:46 pm
    @@@@@ About him he could see the platoon
    @@@@@
    About him he could see the platoon relaxingHe felt as if his blood had slowed down, halted, and now had begun to flow again, outlining every nerve in his bodyWith his head down he strode over to his pack, rammed in the blanket, buckled the straps, and stood upThat was all there was to itAt the base of his shame was an added guiltHe was glad it was over, glad the long contest with Croft was finished, and he could obey orders with submission, without feeling that he must resistThis was the extra humiliation, the crushing oneCould that be all, was that the end of all he had done in his life? Did it always come to laying down a load?
    He fell into line and trudged along in the middle of the platoonHe looked at nobody, and no one looked at himAll of them felt a wretched embarrassmentEach man was trying to forget the way he had been tempted to shoot Croft and had failed
    As they walked, Polack cursed continually in a low sullen voice, filled with self-loathingHe was swearing at himself, frightened, a little shockedThe moment had been there, and he had let it go, had had his rifle in his hands, and had done nothing with ityellow!
    And Croft at this point was confident againThis morning they would cross the mountain peakEverything and everybody had tried to hold him back but there could be nothing left now, no obstacle at all

    The platoon climbed the slope, crossed another ridge, and descended over a stretch of scattered rocks into one more tiny valleyCroft led them through a small rock gorge onto another slope and for an hour they toiled upward from rock to rock, crawling sometimes for hundreds of yards on their hands and knees in a laborious endless progression which skirted the edge of a deep ravineBy midmorning the sun was very hot, and the men were exhausted once moreCroft led them much more slowly, halting every few minutes
    They topped a crest-line and jogged feebly down a gentle slopeBefore them was a huge amphitheater, bounded in a rough semicircle by high sheer bluffs covered with vegetationThe cliffs of jungle rose almost vertically for five hundred feet, at least the height of a forty-story skyscraper, and above them was the crest of the mountainCroft had noticed this amphitheater; from miles away it looked like a dark-green collar encircling the neck of the mounta
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:50 pm
    @@@@@"I've got a big favor to beg," she said Her
    @@@@@"I've got a big favor to beg," she said
    Her eyes were wide with entreaty"Anything, Scarlett, you should
    know
    that Ashley covered her hand with his"I'd like for you to promise
    that you'll let me send Beau to University and then with Wade on a
    Grand TourIt would mean a lot to me-after all, I think about him as
    practically my son, too, seeing that I was there when he was born
    And
    I've come into really a lot of money lately, so that's no problemYou
    can't be so mean that you'd say no
    "Scarlett "Ashley's smile was goneHe looked very seriousOh,
    bother, he's going to be difficultThank goodness, here's that
    slowpoke girl with the coffeeHe can't talk in front of her and I'll
    have a chance to jump in again before he has a chance to say no
    "How
    many spoons of sugar, Ashley? I'll fix your cup Ashley took the cup
    from her hand, put it on the table"Let the coffee wait for a minute,
    Scarlett He took her hand in his His eyes
    were softly luminousScarlett's thoughts were distractedWhy, he
    looks almost like the old Ashley, Ashley Wilkes of Twelve Oaks"I
    know how you came into that money, Scarlett
    Uncle Henry let it slipI understand how you must feelBut there's
    no needHe was never worthy of you, you're well rid of Rhett, never
    mind
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:54 pm
    @@@@@And even if there were any way that it could
    @@@@@And even if there were any way that it could be true, fear turned into hatred and
    violence in the human heart
    “I won't let anybody hurt you,” Jeb mumbled as he reached the archway“Anyway, might as
    well get used to this
    I wanted to ask what that meant, but he stepped through into the next roomI crept in after
    him, half a step behind, keeping myself hidden by his body as much as possibleThe only thing
    harder than moving myself forward into that room was the thought of falling behind Jeb and
    being caught alone here
    Sudden silence greeted our entrance
    We were in the gigantic, bright cavern again, the one they'd first brought me toHow long ago
    was that? I had no ideaThe ceiling was still too bright for me to make out exactly how it was
    litI hadn't noticed before, but the walls were not unbroken–dozens of irregular gaps opened to
    adjoining tunnelsSome of the openings were huge, others barely large enough for a man to fit
    through stooped over; some were natural crevices, others were, if not man-made, at least
    enhanced by someone's hands
    Several people stared at us from the recesses of those crevices, frozen in the act of coming or
    goingMore people were out in the open, their bodies caught in the middle of whatever
    movement our entrance had interruptedOne woman was bent in half, reaching for her
    shoelacesA man's motionless arms hung in the air, raised to illustrate some point he'd been
    making to his companionsAnother man wobbled, caught off balance in a sudden stopHis foot
    came down hard as he struggled to keep steady; the thud of its fall was the only sound in the
    vast spaceIt echoed through the room
    It was fundamentally wrong for me to feel grateful to that hideous weapon in Jeb's hands… but
    I didI knew that without it we would probably have been attackedThese humans would not
    stop themselves from hurting Jeb if it meant they could get to meThough we might be attacked
    despite the gunJeb could only shoot one of them at a time
    The picture in my head had turned so grisly that I couldn't bear it
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:54 pm
    @@@@@ He nodded, then pointed to the sunIn
    @@@@@
    He nodded, then pointed to the sunIn another
    moment or two, it would touch the horizon, and the
    track of light beating across to us, now yellow,
    would deepen to pure gold"But dark is when the
    bad things come out to playWhere is the china
    Perse now? Any idea where it ended up after all
    this on the beach?"
    "I don't know exactly what happened after Eastlake
    killed Nan Melda, but I've got the general gist"She'd shot her bolt, at
    least for awhileHer father must've
    heard her screaming, and that's probably the only
    thing that could still bring him aroundHe must
    have remembered that, no matter how awful things
    were, he still had a live daughter at Heron's
    RoostHe might even have remembered that he had
    two more thirty or forty miles awayWhich left
    him with a mess to clean up
    Jack pointed silently at the horizon, where the
    sun was now touching
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    "I know, Jack, but we're closer than you think I
    shuffled the last sheet of paper to the top of the
    pileIt was the barest of sketches, but there was
    no mistaking that knowing smileIt was Charley
    the Lawn JockeyI got to my feet and turned them
    away from the Gulf and the waiting ship, which was
    now silhouetted, black against gold"Do you see
    it?" I asked them"I saw it, on our way up from
    the houseThe real jockey statue, I mean, not the
    projection we saw on our way in"I don't," Wireman said, "and I think
    I would if it was there, muchachoI know the
    grass is high, but that red cap should still stand
    outUnless it's in one of the banana groves
    "Got it!" Jack cried, and actually laughed
    "The fuck you do," Wireman said, stungThen:
    "Where?"
    "Behind the tennis court
    Wireman looked there, started to say he still
    didn't see it, then stopp
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:46 pm
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    good-humour, agreed to undertake the part for which Fanny had
    been wanted; and this was all that occurred to gladden her heart
    during the day; and even this, when imparted by Edmund, brought
    a pang with it, for it was Miss Crawford to whom she was obliged—
    it was Miss Crawford whose kind exertions were to excite her gratitude,
    and whose merit in making them was spoken of with a glow
    of admirationShe was safe; but peace and safety were unconnected
    hereHer mind had been never farther from peaceShe could not
    feel that she had done wrong herself, but she was disquieted in every
    other wayHer heart and her judgment were equally against
    Edmund’s decision: she could not acquit his unsteadiness, and his
    happiness under it made her rolex ladies watch wretchedShe was full of jealousy and
    agitationMiss Crawford came with looks of gaiety which seemed
    an insult, with friendly expressions towards herself which she could
    hardly answer calmlyEverybody around her was gay and busy, prosperous
    and important; each had their object of interest, their part,
    their dress, their favourite scene, their friends and confederates: all
    were finding employment in consultations and comparisons, or diversion
    in the playful conceits they suggestedShe alone was sad
    and insignificant: she had no share in anything; she might go or
    stay; she might be in the midst of their noise, or retreat from it to
    the solitude of the East room, without being seen or missedShe
    could almost think anything would have been preferable to thisGrant was of consequence: her good-nature had honourable
    mention; her taste and her time were rolex submariner replica considered; her presence was
    wanted; she was sought for, and attended, and praised; and Fanny
    was at first in some danger of envying her the character she had
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    Mansfield Park
    acceptedBut reflection brought better feelings, and shewed her
    that MrsGrant was entitled to respect, which could never have
    belonged to her; and that, had she received even the greatest, she
    could never have been easy in joining a scheme which, considering
    only her uncle, she must condemn altogether
    Fanny’s heart was not absolutely the only saddened one amongst
    them, as she soon began to acknowledge to herselfJulia was a
    sufferer too, though not quite so blamelessly
    Henry Crawford had trifled with her feelings; but she had very long
    allowed and even sought his attentions, with a jealousy of her sister so
    reasonable as ought to have been their cure; and now that the Gucci Clutches conviction
    of his preference for Maria had been forced on her, she submitted
    to it without any alarm for Maria’s situation, or any endeavour at
    rational tranquillity for herselfShe either sat in gloomy silence, wrapt
    in such gravity as nothing could subdue, no curiosity touch, no wit
    amuse; or allowing the attentions of MrYates, was talking with forced
    gaiety to him alone, and ridiculing the acting of the others
    For a day or two after the affront was given, Henry Crawford had
    endeavoured to do it away by the usual attack of gallantry and compliment,
    but he had not cared enough about it to persevere against
    a few repulses; and becoming soon too busy with his play to have
    time for more than one flirtation, he grew indifferent to the quarrel,
    or rather thought it a lucky occurrence, as quietly putting an end to
    what might ere long have raised Chanel Purse expectations in more than MrsShe was not pleased to see Julia excluded from the play, and
    sitting by disregarded; but as it was not a matter which really involved
    her happiness, as Henry must be the best judge of his own,
    and as he did assure her, with a most persuasive smile, that neither
    he nor Julia had ever had a serious thought of each other, she could
    only renew her former caution as to the elder sister, entreat him not
    to risk his tranquillity by too much admiration there, and then gladly
    take her share in anything that brought cheerfulness to the young
    people in general, and that did so particularly promote the pleasure
    of the two so dear to her
    “I rather wonder Julia is not in love with Henry,” was her observation
    to Mary
    “I dare say she is,” replied Mary coldly“I imagine both sisters are
    141
    Jane Austen
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    unlikelyI want to take you back to Saigon, to a certain operation no one talks about—”
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    commitments, did tiffany cross we?”
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    “No way, Phil, although I’m surprised you don’t recognize my voice
    Atkinson’s eyes widened as they roamed rapidly about his office, seeing nothing, only trying to
    remember, trying desperately to put a voice with a face“Is that you, Jack—believe me, we’re on a
    scrambler!”
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    “He’s ready to launch—”
    “Stop him!”
    “That’s diaper bag gucci the problemWe’re not sure who he isThe whole thing’s being kept very close over in
    Langley
    “Good God, man, in your position you can give them the order to back off! Say it’s a DOD dead
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:56 pm
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    @@@@@Ah, no, said
    Colum, that's where the League came in
    They'd force everyone else to stay away, and, without farmers, the
    landlord would lose his rents and also his newly planted crops because
    there'd be no one to tend themIt was the idea of a genius; he was
    only sorry he hadn't thought of it himselfScarlett went to her
    cousins and pressured them to join the Land League
    They could come to Ballyhara if they were evicted, she promised
    Without exception every O 'hara refusedScarlett complained bitterly
    to Colum"Don't be blaming yourself for the blindness of others,
    Scarlett darlingYou're doing all that's needed to make up for their
    failingsAren't you The O'hara and a credit to the name?
    Do you not know that every house in Ballyhara and half of them in
    Trim
    have - from the Dublin papers about The O'hara being the shining !-ú
    star in the Castle of the English Viceroy? They keep them In Bible,
    with the prayer cards and pictures of the saints
    On Saint Brigid's Day there was a light rainScarlett said ritual
    prayers for a good farm year with a fervor no other prayer ever held,
    and she had tears on her cheeks when she turned the - sod
    Father Flynn blessed it with holy water, then the chalice - water was
    passed from hand to hand for everyone to drink shareThe farmers
    left
    the field quietly, with bowed headsC God could save themNo one
    could stand another year like the oneScarlett returned to the house
    and removed her muddy Then she invited Cat to have cocoa in her
    room
    while she got things organized to be packed for DublinShe would be
    leaving less than a weekShe didn't want to go-Luke would be there,
    how could she face him? With her head held high, it was the - way
    Her people expected it of her
    Scarlett's second Season in Dublin was an even greater triumph than
    her
    firstInvitations awaited her at the Shelbourne for all the Castle
    events, plus five small dances and two late-night suppers in the
    Viceregal private apartmentsShe also found in a sealed envelope the
    most coveted invitation of all: her carriage would be admitted through
    the special entrance behind the CastleThere'd be no more waiting in
    line for hours on Dame Street while carriages were allowed into the
    Castle yard four at a time to put down guestsThere were also cards
    requesting her presence at parties and dinners in private hous
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    3:51 pm
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    “Because it's so uncommonWhich makes it a nice change from listening toyou complainOnce Ian and Kyle got started, they usually went on for a while
    “Oklahoma City next?” I asked Jared
    “And a few small towns on omega de ville the way, if you're up for it,” he answered, eyes on the road
    Jared rarely lost his focus when on a raidHe didn't relax into relieved banter the way Ian and
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    Like Kyle said, it was too easy to provide any excitementI pushed my cart up and down the
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    3:51 pm
    @@@@@You've been known to tell the truth Why did
    @@@@@You've been known to tell the
    truth
    Why did you come all this way in the rain?
    Were you hoping to catch me in the arms of a light o' love? Did Henry
    Hamilton recommend that as a way to get me to start paying your bills
    again?"
    "What on earth are you talking about, Rhett Butler? What has Uncle
    Henry got to do with anything?"
    "Such convincing ignorance! I compliment youBut you can't expect
    me
    to believe for an instant that your crafty old lawyer didn't notify you
    when I cut off the money I was sending to AtlantaI'm too fond of
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    "Stopped sending the money? You can't do that!" Scarlett's knees
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    The house on Peachtree Street-the tons of coal it took to heat it, the
    servants to clean and cook and wash and keep the garden and the
    horses
    and polish the carriages, the food for all of them-why, it cost a
    fortuneHow could Uncle Henry pay the bills? He'd use her money!
    No, no that couldn't beShe'd scrabbled along with no food in her
    belly, broken shoes on her feet, her back breaking and her hands
    bleeding while she worked in the fields to keep from starvingShe'd
    given up all her pride, turned her back on everything she'd been
    taught, done business with low-down people not fit to spit on,
    schemed
    and cheated, worked day and night for her moneyShe wouldn't let it
    go, she couldn'tIt was the only thing she had"You
    can't take my money!" she screamed at RhettBut it came out a
    cracked
    whisper"I haven't taken any away from you, my pet
    I've only stopped adding to itAs long as you're living in the house
    I provide in Charleston, there's no reason for me to maintain an empty
    house in AtlantaOf course, if you were to return to it, it would no
    longer be emptyThen I'd feel obliged to begin paying for it
    again
    Rhett walked over to the fireplace where he could see her face in the
    light of the flamesHis challenging smile disappeared and his
    forehead
    creased with concern"You really didn't know, did you? Hold on,
    Scarlett, I'll get you a brandyYou look like you're going to pass
    outHe had to steady her hands with his to hold the glass to her
    lips
    She was trembling uncontroll
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    276
    27
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    her against the wall, pinning her, his left forearm across her throat“But you weren’t deadYou
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    3:57 pm
    @@@@@ "What are we cele-" It hit me then, the
    @@@@@
    "What are we cele-" It hit me then, the only thing
    it possibly could be, and I snapped upright,
    tumbling Reba onto the floor"Did your vision
    come back?"
    447
    "It's not that good, I'm afraid, but it's still
    goodThis is something all of Sarasota can
    celebrateThe guards who do
    the morning count found him dead in his cell
    For a moment that itch flashed down my right arm,
    and it was red
    "What are they saying?" I heard myself asking
    "Suicide?"
    "Don't know, but either way - suicide or natural
    causes - he saved the state of Florida a lot of
    money and the parents the grief of a trialCome
    on over and blow a noisemaker with me, what do you
    say?"
    "Just let me get dressed," I said I
    looked at my left armIt was splattered with many
    colors
    "Painting?"
    "No, banging Pamela Anderson
    "Your fantasy life is sadly deprived, EdgarI
    banged the Venus de Milo last night, and she had
    armsHow do you like your
    huevos?"
    "OhI'll be half an hourI must say you don't sound very
    thrilled with my news bulletin
    "I'm still trying to wake upOn the whole, I'd
    have to say I'm very glad he's dead
    "Take a number and get in line," he said, and hung
    up
    xiii
    Because the remote was broken, I had to tune the
    TV manually, an antique skill but one I found I
    still possessedOn 6, All Tina, All the Time had
    been replaced by a new show: All Candy, All the
    TimeI turned the volume up to an earsplitting
    level and listened while I scrubbed the paint off
    George "Candy" Brown appeared to have died in his
    sleepA guard who was interviewed said, "The guy
    was the loudest snorer we ever had - we used to
    joke that the inmates would have killed him just
    for that, if he'd been in gen-pop A doctor said
    that sounded like sleep apnea and opined that
    Brown might have died from a resulting
    complica
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    3:55 pm
    @@@@@This insight made my worry suddenly much
    @@@@@This insight made my worry suddenly much lighter, easier to bear
    “I told you I didn't want to be a parasite,” I whispered
    “Let me through,” my old voice orderedAnd then I could see my face, the strong one, with the
    sun-brown skin, the straight black line of the eyebrows over the almond-shaped, hazel eyes, the
    high, sharp cheekbones… See it backward, not as a reflection, the way I'd always seen it beforeI know exactly what you don't want to beBut we're human, and we're
    selfish, andwe don't always do the right thingWe aren't going to let you go
    The way she spoke, the cadence and the tone, not the voice, brought back all the silent
    conversations, the voice in my head, my sister
    “Mel? Mel, you're okay!”
    She smiled then and leaned over to hug my shouldersShe was bigger than I remembered beingWasn't that the point of all the drama? And you're going to be fine, tooWe
    weren't stupid about itWe didn't just grab the first body we saw
    “Let me tell her, let me!” Jamie shoved in beside MelIt was getting very crowded around the
    cot
    I took his hand and squeezed itMy hands felt so feebleCould he even feel the pressure?
    “Jamie!”
    “Hey, Wanda! This is cool, isn't it? You're smaller than me now!” He grinned, triumphantI'm almost –” And then I stopped, changing my sentence abruptly“My
    birthday is in two weeks
    I might have been disoriented and confused, but I wasn't stupidMelanie's experiences had not
    gone to waste; I had learned from themIan was every bit as honorable as Jared, and I was not
    going to go through the frustration Melanie had
    So I lied, giving myself an extra year
    From the corner of my eye, I saw Melanie and Ian stiffen in surpri
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    4:09 pm
    @@@@@ The sun was burning on his back, laving
    @@@@@
    The sun was burning on his back, laving his body with a pleasant heatSlowly he could feel himself sinking into the earth, its warmth spreading about, supporting himAll the grass and the roots and the ground smelled of sunlight, and his mind eddied back through the images of plowed earth and steaming horses, back to the afternoon when he had sat on a stone by the side of the road, and watched the colored girl walk by, her breasts jouncing against her cotton frockHe tried to remember the name of the girl he was going to see that night, and began gigglingWonder if she knows Ah'm sixteen? His wound had roused a warm and blunted nausea in his belly, almost like the bubbling of passion in his groin, and he floated along, not quite anchored to either the road beside the house where he had been born or to the valley of grass in which he layVague lusts chased themselves through his headThe tall grass, nebulous and waving, seemed as high as a forest to him; he could not remember if he was in the jungle or not, and his nose amplified the odors here, blended them into his memory of the rich fetor of the jungleGoddam, just to smell a woman again
    The blood was trickling faster over his fingers, and he sweated, thinking of liquid things, lost in a welter of lovemaking, recalling acutely the feel of a woman's belly and hips, her mouthThe sun was very bright, very satisfactoryPlays hell on a man when he don' get his ass regularAh bet that's why mah insides turned back on me, an' got full of pusHis reverie was shattered by the thoughtAh don' want no op-per-ration, they gonna kill me with itWhen Ah git back, Ah'll tell 'em, Ah won' take no truck, Ah'll jus' tell 'em that all the pus jus' bled out of me, an' mah insides are fixed upHe began to giggle weaklyGoddam, when that ol' wound closes, Ah'm gonna have two belly buttons, one right under t'otherWonder what t' hell Alice'll say when she sees it?"
    The sun passed behind a cloud and he felt cold and shiveredHis senses cleared again for a minute or two and he was frightened and miserableThey cain' jus' lea' me alone here, the men gotta come back for meThe grass was rustling in the wind, and he listened to it mournfully, hovering near a knowledge he did not want to confrontHe roused himself, managed to stand up in the grass for a moment, caught sight of the hills and the cliffs of Mount Anaka, and then pitched forward, sweating coldlyAh'm a man, he told himself, Ah cain't go to piecesAh never took no crap from no one, an' Ah ain't gonna start nowIf a man's chicken, he ain't worth a godd
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    3:48 pm
    @@@@@She-" Rosemary was already moving on "Down
    @@@@@She-" Rosemary was already moving on
    "Down this way is the reflecting poolThere were black swans and
    white onesRhett says maybe they'll come back once the reeds are
    cut
    out and all that filthy algae cleaned upSee that clump of bushes?
    It's really an island, purpose built for the swans to nest onIt was
    all grass, of course, clipped when it wasn't nesting seasonAnd there
    was a miniature Greek temple of white marble
    Maybe the pieces are somewhere in the tangleA lot of people are
    afraid of swansThey can do terrible injury with their beaks and
    wingsBut ours let me swim with them once the cygnets were out of
    the
    nestMama used to read me The &gy ckbng sitting on a bench by the
    poolWhen I learned my letters, I read it to the swans
    "This path goes to the rose gardenIn May you could smell them for
    miles on the river before you ever got to the LandingInside the
    house, on rainy days with the windows closed, the sweetness from all
    the big arrangements of roses made me feel sick as a dog
    "Down there by the river was the big oak with the treehouse in it
    Rhett built it when he was a boy, then Ross had itI'd climb up with a
    book and some jam biscuits and stay for hours and hoursIt was
    much
    better than the playhouse Papa had the carpenters make for meThat
    was much too fancy, with rugs on the floors and furniture in my size
    and tea sets and dolls The cypress swamp is over
    thereMaybe there'll be some alligators to watch
    The weather's been so warm they're not likely to be in their winter
    dens
    "No, thank you," said Scarlet
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